#what am i doing again

[lisavip-14]

God said arson is the only way to heaven.

[bogos-bint3d]

What if I made my art tag "the drawerrrr"

[camk1llz]

LATE INTRO<3

general info... my name: i am mykola but i go by sascha or andre online, i am not telling the internet my full name.

my age: i am 14, i turn 15 in 6 months.

where i live: i live in new south wales australia, in the desert.

my pronouns: i go by they/she but i am fine with any pronouns, just not faer/faers, xe/xem etc

my sexuality: lesbian or bisexual with a fem pref.

my ethnic background / race: i am jewish, central asian and slavic european, i was born in my respective birthplace of ukraine but moved to australia in 2013.

favourites..

my favourite animal(s): i love all animals, but my tops are felines, monkies, crows, deers, rabbits / hares, foxes, wolves, hox, rats

my favourite color(s): i like alot of colors! but heres my favourites..red, maroon, light pink, royal blue, rose gold, metalic green

my favourite food(s): i like sushi, avacado, homebaked cookies, satay chicken, PASTA and pizza (esp meat lovers !!) my favourite songs: juicy (angelspit), acida (prozac +), vivica (jack off jill), american ruse (MC5), piggy pie (insane clown posse), codeine, glue and you (chemlab), ready to blow (KMFDM), march of the pigs (nine inch nails), what? (rob zombie) socials.. pinterest: saschaangel2010 tiktok: jackoffjillno.1fan discord: ig0re._ reddit: CAMERONBNSWJEHGB

dislikes.. least favourite animals: wasps.

least favourite food / drink: salad, roasts, pork, tea, mayo, waffles, pepsi max, sparkling water, strawberries and finally...𝗢𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘𝗦, i fucking HATE oranges!!! my least favourite songs: any taylor swift song. fandoms.. anime related: hetalia, madoka magica, shoujo tsubaki, bungo stray dogs, demon slayer, lucky star, watamote, death note, black butler, serial experiments lain, neon genesis evangelion, nana, shiki, angels egg movie related: zero day, elephant, duck! the carbine massacre, kamikaze girls, helter skelter, girl interrupted, valerie and her week of wonders, brother 1997, lilya 4 ever, i believe in unicorns, thirteen, megan is missing, the perks of being a wallflower video game related: dayshift at freddies, doom (ORIGINAL), project sekai, mouthwashing, silent hill, emily the strange, danganronpa, the dishwasher dead samurai, clock tower, fatal frame (ZERO), postal, rule of rose, akai ito, devil may cry, F.E.A.R tv show related: jackass, south park, family guy, thats about it.. manga related: parasite in love, fourteen, the killer side, no longer human (the manga.), aku no kyouten, himzu, kasane, goodnight punpun, goodbye eri well..thats it for now! sorry for the long read.

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[polytherian]

hey look what i made

100+ picrews. more to come. all organized and categorized with different tags. fully intended to update with more tags and more features

click here. and hit reblog. (please)

[lavender-plum]

so like

hypothetically

if I started a cult, with very loyal followers

that would be able to fund me with plentiful resources or something

I can then use said resources to continue to fund the regime, gain more followers (more funds)

and I’d become rich!! such a great plan

moral of the story, cults are economically beneficial (if we ignore ethics and all that)

I would never tho I can’t do public speaking

[erstwhilesparrow]

why are there so many posts in my likes. i know how to tag these. i downloaded an extension specifically to make it easier. why's there so much stuff in there.

[hinamie]

spiraling

[coddda]

I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

[beyondplusultra]

—you gently covered the mouth that said a false happiness would be enough.

[egophiliac]

he did it! 🐍 and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!

PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE

[greatcometcas]

If you feel it, chase it.

[to-end-and-begin-anew]

have you ever seen the stars

as rippling radio

waves in the sky

like the world's skin

[cthulhum]

does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

[inkskinned]

idaho is already moving to repeal same-sex marriage. they say it's an overreach of the governmental power, and that the law should be determined by "state's rights".

trump is expected to sign an executive order banning trans women in women's sports. in the article i've linked there, he notes that the "biggest hand" (most applause) he gets is when he attacks trans women. isn't that interesting.

i know my own father voted for him. my own father, radicalized by podcasts and bad youtube, voted for this; felt smug about it. he genuinely believes the dems want to "put christians in camps." as if the dems could ever get off their silken asscheeks and actually do anything. i wish they had strong enough messaging to be misattributed like this.

my girlfriend and i worked the polls on election day, counting ballots. my father was eating noisily beside us. "see? you're freaked out about nothing." after all, i live in massachusetts: beautiful, expensive, no-working-transportation MA. the only state to go all-blue.

"if it's state's rights, you'll be fine," he said. i'd been sworn at a few days before this. a year ago almost to the day, i got hit in the head with an empty beer bottle. he said i was being dramatic. after all, first-adopter "the gay state" Massachusetts would rather explode than get rid of same-sex marriage. so what should i care, after all.

this man is a deacon. i guess he expects me not to get out of the car in any red state. i guess he thinks my relationship dissolves across certain borders. he doesn't see why it's concerning that i can't leave, because why would i want to. who wants to go to idaho? who cares about the real, living, breathing people in idaho.

(but then again: who cares about the real, living, breathing humans on deportation planes. they're not us. after all, my father came here legally. i am an american citizen because of birthright citizenship. i am even debating this because he immigrated.)

i texted my mom about it. i feel sick. no matter how much activism and research and outreach i do: it's always shocking to see a room full of people who hate you so much that they take legal action against you. on my small ex-work-laptop, i watch the shaking hands of people in idaho begging their representatives to reconsider. the fear in their voice is palpable. no person should have their relationship threatened this way. the motion still passes, 46-24.

it's all just happening so fast. i feel i am pushing my hands through glass pieces, watching the cuts before i feel them.

people often reference "first they came for..." when stuff like this happens, and while that's fair - there's a very quiet part of me that always says they're already at your door, you complete idiot. the same force that governs trans women's bodies will also be used against cis women. the censorship about supposed "DEI terms" will also be used to stifle science in general.

it won't just be idaho.

[ruubesz-draws]

If Godzilla can wear shoes (in Fortnite) then he can wear heels :)

Hahahahaaa... I warned you guysss

I saw these and... I had to...

(Godzilla figure image from here) (Heels clashing image from Tiktok @stormigee)